running, it's so beautiful. it's so cold outside but i love when the rain hits my head and my feet are hitting the ground and all i have to worry about is my stride and i can just be so free...it's the best feeling for me. i've let way too much stop me from from starting up again but not anymore no more excuses i'm back in the game. :)
on another note, friends i miss them. this apartment is getting kinda lonely. it takes awhile for me to adjust, especially now...i'm on my own, it's great i'm just learning i guess i've never been alone. my friends have been dropping like flies although it breaks my heart it has made some of my other friendships stronger. i've grown up in the last month as stupid as it sounds but i really have.
i wish the weather would be warmer...and it would stop changing it's getting rather irritating to be honest.
somebody brought something to my attention that really really caught me off guard...she said that i need to stop double guessing myself and be more confidant in order to be an emt...i think it's true. i'm trying to start working on it i don't know how but i will. i'll thank her someday for that i know i will. learn how to accept constructive criticism and improve lesson number 1 from the limited :) let's see what else that place has in store for me...
well catch y'all on the flip side
peace and love!
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i can really relate to a lot of what you have to say. I went thru all that when I got an apt by myself....certainly a different experience and it does make you change and grow up a bit. If you're ever lonely you can always drop me a line! Chances are I might be in the same boat as you. Take care Mari! <3
ReplyDeleteI am so happy that you're reaching some kind of inner peace. I know that may sound lame and come out like a hippie, but I really think a balance in life is a good thing. And just so you know, I'm here if you ever need me. If you are bored or lonely hit me up, I miss you doll face. Well have a good one and keep up those positive thoughts. =)
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